Today’s Capture Your Grief prompt is Relationship. I don’t really know where to start on this topic. My relationship with my husband has always been great. It has, however, changed (this is sort-of a given), following our losing Faith.
I have a new love for my husband that I never knew before. It is difficult to explain, but anyone who is in this same journey understands. I love him more every day in a new way.
Now, to move on to my relationship with Faith. I continue to be amazed at the relationship that I have with Faith, even though she is in Heaven. She teaches me things daily. Faith has taught me so much and I know she will continue to do so. I now understand the love a mother has for her child. I also have a better understanding of my true home being in Heaven and not here on earth.
I have a growing wonderful relationship with my daughter. I talk to her daily and she is very real to me. I don’t know how it all works in Heaven, but I feel as though she can hear and feel me.
Although I miss and grieve for my daughter all the time, I now know that I can still have an amazing relationship with her while I am on this earth even though she is not physically with me.
Faith and I will continue to have a wonderful relationship…every day…I love you my darling daughter.