We are still on our trip. I don’t know too much to say today except that I miss Faith very much.
I miss her more at certain times than at others. I guess that’s “normal”. Every time I see a baby (or young girl), when I pass a shop with baby items, when I see others playing with their child/children…I miss Faith.
I do have a relationship with her, although it’s not the “traditional” mother-daughter relationship. I talk to her frequently. She’s constantly on my mind & always in my heart.
I know I have grown (& grown up) so much over the past year: physically, mentally, & spiritually. Not that I wanted to, but I have been forced to.
While my heart aches for my daughter, know this: I appreciate life & all it’s wonders now more than I ever did before. While I would certainly rather have Faith with me, I know that she’s taught me to live & love in ways I never knew possible. For that, Faith, my Princess, thank you. ❤️