Life Goes On
Life goes on today without Faith. Even though this is the case, life today without Faith, was a very good day. We went shopping and got some things we needed. Then we came home and my husband made some wonderful vegetable soup. We had a great time playing with Joy. I also did some laundry (this just reminded me that it needed to go in the dryer!).
So, now I am trying to get some work done at my desk in my office. I’ve gotten a few things done for my current projects: working on a website, brainstorming ideas for my new blog, thinking of how I would like to arrange my office with my new desk, thinking of ways to help others in the pregnancy and child loss community, getting some new ideas for my new tutu business, Joy Tutu the World, and thinking of some fresh jewelry ideas for Faith Melody Memories.
As I sit here in the late night and listen to the crickets and towels drying in the dryer, my mind now begins to wander and think about Faith. As I go through this life without Faith, I can’t help but to miss and think of her sometimes when I am watching Joy grow into such a beautiful little lady. I can’t believe Joy is already over 1 year old. Faith would be almost 2 1/2 if she were here. I know she is growing into a lovely little lady in Heaven. I can’t wait to see her again someday. Still, right now, life goes on today without Faith. It goes on today, and everyday, without Faith.
As I am remembering how beautiful Faith was the short time I was able to be with her, I think I need to create a special tutu for both her and also one for Joy…different colors…I’ll have to brainstorm on that some…
I miss you sweet daughter.